Strings and wind~

You know how strings always make you think of wind when you listen to them in music...? How, when they are pulled and caressed they mesmerize you mercilessly and you just willingly give in to the tune? How the pizzicatos and the way fingers stroke those thin threads lure you into a beautiful trance of rhythm and emotion? And how the melody goes in crescendo, and leaves you there, floating in the sky, in the beautifulness and harmony of its marvel and then brings you back down, safely, floating, like a feather until you touch back the ground?

I do know that and I love to feel it every time I listen to wonderful breathtaking music =w=

This one, for example. I've decided this one will be the theme song for this life's moment. It's been tough. I think I now understand what the End of the World meant. My world just ended...right when I turned 22. But I'm glad :) Because that means better things are about to happen. I am meant to change, to transform and to leave silly thoughts behind. I can't let myself down and I just won't :3

I have myself and my shinning stars. And I'm pretty sure they just won't let me down :3 I'll try my best to rise and shine as I always have. And fly away, as high as I can because that's partly what I came here for :3

Lalalala~ <3 I just hope to keep this mood up XDDD

I'll post about my b-day presents...later...next month XDD

Tomorrow's AVENGERS DAAAAAAAAAAY! :VVVVV I'm excited~ :BBBB

I dunno what to think lately XDDD

* My Acting teacher asked me whether I wanted to join his professional acting group XDDD

* My SS coordinator told me that, in the four years she's been in charge of that office, she had never been given an absolutely, perfectly spelled report and she congratulated me because of that.

I dunno what to think because...

* I've only been in that acting class for three days XDDD I think he only told me that because he somehow likes me and feels comfy with me... I'm quoting XDDD I like him. He's a nice person, but I ...dunno XD And maybe he told me so because he was drunk at the moment XDDD

* But my boss told me I should stop asking myself too much and go with the flow, because he must've told me that for a reason. Not only because he likes me...or was drunk XD

As for the second question...

* I dunno whether I should feel honoured...or feel sorry for all the people that have been through that place...before me XDDD

Lala~ C'est la vie, c'est la vie~ :3

Random stuff:

I opened a birthday gift today. Not yours, Kuro. Of course not. I'm being able to restrain myself from doing that! >w<9 Nope. It was Karu's :3

Here:

The Neverending Story by Michael Ende :3 It's special because it's her favourite book. Well, not this edition XDDD But you know, the story and all and the edition she bought :3 And it's as though she's given me a little part of herself to have with me for life XD

That's all I wanted to say for now XDD :3

IT'S HERE, IT'S HEEEEEERE~~!

I knew it would come today! Dunno why, but I knew it would~~! °((>w<))°

The package sweet Kuro hun sent me! :DDDD XDD

I’m gonna post something about it as soon as 22nd comes by…Because it's a b-day present, right?

...That's if I’m strong enough to wait till then XDDD I'll do my best! >w<9

And now I can see why the mailman congratulated you because of the envelope! It’s amazing XDDD Made me laugh way too much! XD And I think I know who's the addressee to that warning XDDD

And I can't believe you actually drew them together XDDD You're such a sweetheart~! <3

Will fangirl on the envelope and the rest of the contents as soon as I open it :3 Meanwhile, THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH FOR TAKING THE TIME andmoneysorreh TO SEND SOMETHING LIKE THIS TO ME! It is HIGHLY appreciated indeed! I don't deserve this much kindness ;^; *creys many manly tears of joy*

I dunno what to put here, so just...yeah XD

Aaaah! *sigh*

I had my second dubbing class...and my Acting teacher told us what he wanted us to do for our exam on November: we're gonna do "A solid home", by Elena Garro (an AWESOME mexican writer) XDDD I thought I wasn't gonna make it into the play...but, somehow, I did. I'll be a foreign woman and I have to talk in a french accent. I knew I was gonna get the french girl u.u Somehow, people like it when I speak with an accent (by "people" I mean my younger brother and some friends XD).

So, I hope to do a good work. I won't be a main character because I'm a newbie and all, but I find myself really pleased with this u.u 

I'm kinda nervous though =___= I've only got 15 days to memorize it >x< And I'll need a blonde wig .____.

I also read that, somewhere in my city, there'll be a presentation of Shakespeare's Hamlet...but this Hamlet will be played by a girl! °((>w<))° Somebody take me there T^T I NEED to see that ;^; XD

I'm starting to get myself up to date with my french course and I realised I work a lot better when I plan a schedule for work and stuff. So, I might just keep it up that way XDD

...I've also been thinking how much of a Virgo I can actually be .____. Maybe it's the age...

Also, I can't believe I've already got 9 drabbles and that I haven't been missing any of them Ö I'm so proud of myself XDDD 

As for today's drabble... I'll do my best to do it some justice >''<9

Last week, I went to the cinema, alone, for the first time in my whole life u.u It was pretty nice...although I still rather go accompanied to discuss the film afterwards u.u I should write something about that movie, tho. It wasn't that good (at least for my taste), but I kinda enjoyed the soundtrack very much :B XD

Speaking of movies, I also watched "Christopher and his kind" last night and I must say I liked it lots! :D  Not only because of the gay stuff (which, truth be told, was the main reason for me to watch it u.u)...but also because of the story itself and the way it was filmed. I dunno... I liked it very much. And I think...I've developed some kind of weird, intrigue feeling about Matt Smith's facial features ._______.

And I also think he's a funny guy XDDD

I wanted to share something else, but I can't remember clearly .____. Oh! We'll have a mexican party at Dubbing School on Saturday :D Because Sunday's Mexican Independence Day and all that XDDD I'm just happy because of the food...and classes! :D *shoots herself* I confess I'm enjoying them way too much XDDD I'm happy because of that :3 Sad (or thoughtful, more like) because of reasons, but happy because of this =w=

And:

I'm putting this here, since I'm kinda sick of no pics on these entries =w= Monkey Orchid! SO AWESOME!! °((>w<))°

Lalala~

Such a busy week XD

I couldn't sleep on Sunday night. And I had to wake up early, because I had to help my boss with an event at SS. Last Friday (not yesterday, but last one XD) was supposed to be my last day, but things happened...so... I'm staying abit longer.

So, I went. And we had the event. It was the press showing of a docummentary film coproduced by my university relating a city of my country and its occupation by foreign people and stuff. It was a good docummentary, but there were some problems with the audio and the people who work there that aren't worth mentioning here.

Then, we came back to the office and I typed the whole press conference in 20 minutes XDDD

On Tuesday, I went to have my only class and it was cool, because we talked about the influence of black culture in my country and it was fun to realise how much of an impact it made in our culture today XD I also went to SS again, because my friends and I were going to watch Bourne's Legacy, but in the end we didn't. Trouble at work. My boss's been tense since then.

On Wednesday, my boss was still tense. I worked again and I came back home. Stupid internet connection started failing terribly at SS and home and it's been like that up until now.

On Thursday, we had another press conference and I decided I was gonna participate in a contest my school is organising. It's a movie review of a scientific docummentary film. I'd love to win. First place'll win an iPad and second place'll get a telescope :D But, since my internet connection's been acting up and the things I'm supposed to watch are on the internet... I dunno whether I'll be able to participate at all. Beside's I'm way behind with my online French lessons...and that ain't good either. Last day to send the contest entry is next Thursday, I think... I hope I can make it! >w<9

I went to work again on Friday and I was also supposed to go and watch Bourne's Legacy again with my friends... But in the end, we didn't and I ended up with Karu at a coffee shop where we sat and talked about various random topics (we mostly fangirled XDDD).

...There were lots of people too. And I was about to be knocked down by a car. But I wasn't XD

Today, I went to have my first dubbing class. Actually, it was more like a diction-breathing class. But it was very much fun, although I'm the eldest girl in the newcomers class u.u I told them, when I introduced myself, that I was a shy girl. They didn't believe me :I Not even the teacher. I dunno why D: My classmates in my first Uni semester didn't believe me either when I said so back then. I wonder what gives people the idea that I'm not shy person u.u

It's weird. Even my Bea was scared of me when we met XD And now people think I'm not shy D: XD

Mrs Hawk told me she'd teach me sign language~ :3

On a side note...

I've decided I'm gonna make a 22 drabble challenge XDD Why 22? Because of reasons. You should know already XDDD But yeah. Gonna write them in Spanish and English...11 in each. And they'll be of whatever comes to my mind. 

The first one's a drabble of AiKev, the vampire pairing of Aio :3

The second one... I dunno. I'm thinking on a Thorki one... But...I'm not sure XD

Lalala~ Happy September, everyone! Let's make it a lovely month~! :3 As far as I get it now, it seems it's gonna be lovely~ <3

Circling~

Today, I saw my amore. He's my best male friend and I love him very much. We met seven years ago in a Harry Potter club. He was Ravenclaw's Head of House and I was a newbie there. I don't even understand how the hell we ended up talking so much and...well...being friends. But I am glad, though. I looked up to him so much back then. I still do.

So, we had a walk at the very same park we met as we drank milk-shakes and talked about life and plans and school and work and fandoms...and stuff. We laughed lots. That made me happy. It was somehow reassuring. There weren't awkward silences of any type and we talked about pretty much everything...and went on talking more XD

That means we're still in the same channel XD And that makes me happy because he's one of those persons I want to have near me as long as I can... And I hope that long to be very, very, very long u.u

*sigh*

On a side note...

* As I walked to the avenue's bus stop I saw, in a little shop near my house, White Collar's first season. I remembered someone, of course~ XDDD <3

* I had an 8 in my first French evaluation: 8 outta 13 in the first paper; 12 outta 12 in the second. I suck so much XD I'll try harder next time, I guess... ^^;

Two sides of the same coin...

I woke up today feeling slightly satisfied. I finally managed to write something, after a long, long long fruitless vacational period. Fruitless because... I didn't write much this summer. And all I tried to write was plain and, frankly, boring.

The thing I wrote yesterday was something I've been planning to do for about a year. I found enough inspiration to write about it on Saturday and I managed to complete it last night. I was happy with it. It's a stupid piece, but I enjoyed writing it very much and I finally could get rid of all those writing canons school's been pushing into Tú's bedroom.

And then, my dad came.

He went out his room and came to the kitchen, were I was fetching myself something to eat before  taking a shower and going to SS. Then, he asked me: "You're...you're pretty good at correcting texts, aren't you?"

I shrugged and nodded, absentmindedly.

"I guess... I dunno. I do enjoy it very much, tho."

He went on:

"Yeah. You've got a thing for it. May I read something to you? Some stuff I've been writing about... You know I'm not much of a literate, but..."

"Sure. Why not?" I've been correcting my father's texts for some time now. So, he brought his PC to the dinning room and, as I ate my cookies and drank my milk, he read to me.

After that, he said: "I've a question for you. I hope you can answer it to me. I don't want to bother you, I've just been wondering..."

"Why did you stop writing?"

His question didn't make me frown. He asked me that before, on summer vacations. And I answered the same way I did back then:

"As I told you before...I don't find any inspiration anymore. I don't have good ideas... I just finished writing a short tale last night and I was really happy about it... But that's been it. I don't think I have good ideas", I repeated.

"Just that?" He insisted. I nodded. "Well, if it's just that, then you should probably try a little harder..."

And he started giving me tips and advice about what to do to keep writing. He even told me I could write about gay relationships (If only he knew...)! XD But he clearly stated that I couldn't stop doing it. 

The way we talked and all made me feel deeply touched and happy. When I was eleven and I told him I wanted to be a writer, he told me it wasn't an easy path to follow, that I had to be really good at it if I really wanted to be noticed and that I shouldn't have my hopes too high for that. I cried a couple of times because those words really hurt me. They were my dad's, of course they did so. That's also why I didn't want to study Literature in the first place (I CRAVED to be in that school), because I had been told that wouldn't pay the bills and all that.

And he was right, somehow. I chose Communication, Journalism, and I'm quite pleased with it. I look back and I see what people do at Literature...and I must say I pass >3> And, still, I'm learning how to write.

Most of the time, he tends to laugh at whatever I wanna do and tries to discourage me. And when I say he tries, I mean he REALLY TRIES. HARD. Because he doesn't like what I like. And, in the end, he's always there, coaching me, rooting for me. Even if he doesn't agree, even if he doesn't like what I want for myself, even if he thinks it is stupid, a waste of time, a childish caprice or something that will just get me distracted and away from the goal (which I still dunno what is XD), he ends up backing me up, no matter what. It happened with English, writing, proofreading, and Japanese. Now, he supports me with all those.

That's why that conversation was touching for me and it made me indescribably happy. After that, he waited for me to get ready and we walked together to the avenue's bus stop. He had his bike with him and he let me ride it as he held my backpack (which, he said, was really heavy XD) for me. We went on, walking and chatting. It was nice. I felt I came back some years in the past, when he took me to the park and helped me learn how to roller skate, even if he didn't quite know how to do it himself.

It's pretty much the same with writing really. But he isn't that bad at it and he's got good ideas.

When I came back home, I told mum about it. And she said dad was also happy about our little conversation. I almost cried of mere happiness at that.

Also, last Wednesday, as I left for SS, I saw him as he came back home after going to the supermarket. He was inside the car. I didn't know it was him until I stopped, because I saw the car doing so beside me. He stared at me and smiled. It was some sort of incredulous look, but not negatively. It was a mixture of happiness, pride and misbelief. As though he couldn't believe the person walking in that street was his oldest daughter, going on her own, such a grown-up and so...pretty, as he told me afterwards when I asked him about that smile.

I know he says so because he's my dad... But the fact that he thinks so means a lot to me. He's always  complaining about how clumsy and overly-sentimental I am. He's starting to realise I'm a lot more than that... I guess ^^;

Just wanted to say this because it did leave an impression in me u.u

On a side note...

I just showed my younger bro two SID songs: Yuuwaku Collection and Ghost Apartment. He said: "Damn. Japanese and chinese people are way too advanced in music too... These are such mofos! Ö" Which means...he liked them XDDD

When I told them I got the romaji lyrics for Ghost Apartment, he was like "D: I dunno how you can do that D: I can't even understand English lyrics D:"

In case you wondered about my SID tracklist for tonight XD

1. Shougen (from Sentimental Macchiato)

2. Namida no Ondo (from Sentimental Macchiato) 

3. Yuuwaku Collection (from Sentimental Macchiato)

4. Nakidashita Onna to Kyomukan (from Hikari)

5. Hikari (from Hikari)

6. Ito (from M&W)

7. Kara no binsen, sora he no tegami (from RenAi)

8. sleep (from Dead Stock)

9. Ghost Apartment (from M&W)

10. Dress Code (from M&W)

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