Creepy inspiration...I guess XD

I suddenly got inspired...and started writing stupid stuff ._____. You know...like quotes, but not quite, 'cos they're mine and all... But they were kinda angsty XDDD

So, yeah. I think it must be the atmosphere. You know...Halloween and stuff.

I'm planning to go visit the Día de Muertos ofrendas at CU with my family. But I dunno if it'll be possible u.u I'll bring photos if I can, tho :D

Anyways, Happy Halloween, everyone~! :3

Today there's no bonus...because I'm tired XD

Love? Or something else? :3

The word "love" doesn't exist in the mixteca imaginarium. There is no word in mixteco to name such an abstract concept. But there is something you can say in that language that's similar to the "love" concept. She didn't tell us what the word was (the mixteca writer that told us all this), but she did tell us what it meant in Spanish and I'll translate it in English now:

Tu esencia se encontró con la mía.
Your essence met mine.

Tu esencia me tomó.

Your essence took me.

Mixtecas are the people of the rain :3 Their language, in their own words, is known as "words of the rain".

*sigh* Such a nice concept... Such beautiful things, different cosmogony: transformation as well. So amazing...

And all that's in my own country. I wish I had more time and people to teach me those languages u.u I'd love to learn mixteco and tsoltsil :BBB Also náhuatl...but mixteco sounds so much like chinese and tsoltsil is more like...crackling fire~ <3 A lot more click-clack~ =w=

I know. I always come and type here whatever silly thing comes to my mind or happens in my life. Today it ain't something silly. It's something pretty :) And magical. I loved my class...but I love it a lot more now :BBB

Bonus! Talking about change and transformation :BB

A butterfly~ :3

Special mention to Karu because tomorrow's her first day at work...and she was kind enough to go and see me today.

This was it :)

I'm uncontrollably excited XDDD

I finally told her what I felt... And she apologised and she explained... Not that she actually had to. But she told me nice things and that lifted that damn heavy weight from my back and my heart and all ;^; I'm so happy. I think I haven't felt like this ever since last year *creys*

So, let's keep this thing up! I'm happy, happy and uncontrollably excited. Things are getting better and I have to keep that up, no matter how hard it seems!

My acting teacher told me he thinks I'm good at acting. I don't think so myself, but it's good to know people like whatever silly things I come up with. He's not the only one. Friends there have told me the same. I dunno...

I'm gonna miss them when they leave for next module ;^; I'm gonna stay with my younger classmates...and I dunno if I am excited because of that.

I need to start, seriously, with that thesis now >3> Time's almost up! TOT

Mah, we'll sort it out somehow :BBB

Bonus! :DDD

Because it's funny. And I loved that hand XDDD

Light, light, light~

Light. Light as bright as I haven't seen in weeks appeared right before me today.

And I also felt lighter XD

Oh, irony. Who would've said I would have such a promising career in something I never really considered myself to be good at? XDDD

Who would've said you, among all people, would make me feel better? But not the way one would imagine XDDD

I'm such a bitch, really D: Sometimes... But what else do you want me to do? When I don't feel like doing stuff, then I don't feel like doing it and that's it. Same happens with longing...

There's something rotten in here...

And someone told me they thought me a mezzo D: XD Weird XDDD I've always thought my voice's way too light D:

*le sigh* Let's keep this up and see how much it lasts.

Btw, INSONA UPDATED!!! :DDDDDD

OMG! After a year or so of no update...here it came!

Today couldn't've been better, I tell ya :BBB

Random note~

According to my last Multicultural Nation class, when shadows leave people’s bodies, they seek dark corners to keep warm because, in the absence of their body, they get cold… And the person who loses his/her shadow, gets ill.

I always tend to look for corners… I sit there and I sleep there...

Does that mean I’m a body-less shadow? o.o XDDD

I liked that conception, if I must be honest :9

So. Now I’m a body-less shadow~ <3 But no-body lost me XDDD

(Note: They told us that because we were speaking about traditional medicine in my country :3 There’s still a bit of magic in the air, y’know?)

Bonus. Just because :DDD

Let's move forward. I'm doing my best, I swear u.u Well...not really. But I'm gonna try harder! >w<9 Because I'm worth it XDDDDD And it's fair :3

Main & second & third~

The nest opened its branches to let someone in XDD And the first thing that certain individual did was staring at the modest bookcase that welcomes people in...but never really gets the chance to do so, since not many people tend to step inside. But that individual did. Also agreed it certainly is a very small nest. Everyone disappeared behind the white wooden boards that turned to coal. Even if it's dark and gloomy and small, it's still beloved home for me.

That was because, after cancellation, we headed towards the artsy meadow, in order to rest on the lawn...as we waited for a signal. Since that signal never came, I had to create it myself XDDD

And we were accepted. So, we flew to the nest...and then, ran towards second home, a yellow and curious castle protected by a five headed cerberus :3 We spent most of the day speaking and telling our deepest, darkest secrets to the wide-smiled-enchantress that opened the castle's door in order to let us inside. And she listened, patiently and nicely, until dusk took the sun as its hostage and hunger thrived on engulfing our stomachs inside out XDDD

After satisfying our hunger and quenching our thirst, we proceeded to watch the magical mirror --which kindly told us epic stories-- and then laughed because the enchantress' sibling came in...until we had to part inside the small, yet noble steed that waited in order to take us in a trip where we were attacked from the entrails of our own bodies by tickling-old-nasty-tunes. Then, we enjoyed a bit more of the epic stories until my comrades fell under the tempting spell of the dreams...

Then the mirror was shut down and a soft murmur of conversation filled the air. Afterwards, all that could be heard were deep breathings and some horses running downhill.

Hours before that, a slight bit of yesterday suffered a loss and I wouldn't know about that until now. As for that moment, I was dreaming of a certain arachnid character...

We watched chimpanzees fighting their way through life...climbing and eating and smashing and killing at the beat of beautiful music.

Then, we ate sweet, round, puffy saucers...and, after that, I had a conversation with the guardians of the castle... Before I could do anything to resist, I got separated from my first companion and the enchantress and her sibling abducted me. When I came back to my senses, I was in a place attacked by a radiant sun and I was wearing black...

I saw blue uniforms with a crossed white line on them. I heard a couple of detonations. I frowned. The taste of earth on my mouth and the licking sun weren't as bad as I thought they'd be and I screamed and yelled of joy as I watched the game begin... I stole some images of it and saved them in one of the sibling's portable mirror.

They were victorious. Then, they celebrated with liquid gold and some sliced and crisped tubers. A dog's nose was bleeding and the back of another was too. It was late already. I had to leave. I did... Wind rushed through my hair strands and I felt happy...

Then I woke up. And I fed myself. And I knew of the night loss. And I worried about the eldest... Although I was told no one would tell her anything u.u

I just hope she'd be alright u.u

This is the end indeed. And I'm glad. Transformation. We certainly need it :) But I still need to clean myself before I can leave again to my new adventure :) 

And I know where you live again XDDD

Many, many bonuses :D

I needed to because it's so funny XDDDD

The arachnid I dreamt about drawn by Azer, one of my favourite artists :BBB ;v;~<3

And, also drawn by her:

I love her style, sorreeeeeeh ;O; 

See ya later, lizards~ :') XD

Just because I LOVE this song XD

Wasted Years

Slow is the memory

And I can picture her standin' right in front of me

Said that I'm behaving badly

And kind of driving her crazy,

But I know she wants me

I remember everything

Her sweat, it tastes like sugar cane

And sitting on top of me, yelling out my fucking name

Until I'm empty

But I know she wants me

But I have already tried to explain myself

It's not that I love someone else

But I can't bear to listen to you cry

Sick of all these wasted years

Drowned in someone else’s tears

You let me down now I'm hanging you out to dry

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Yeah, yeah, yeah

And I'll see you when I get back

Maybe we can get ourselves back on the right track

You touch me there because you know how much I like that

I think that we both need to relax, you know you want me

All the time and everywhere

A happy surface but the underbelly isn't there

And the worst thing is that I don't even really care

And the emptiness is too much to bear

But I have already tried to explain myself

It's not that I love someone else

But I can't bear to listen to you cry

Sick of all these wasted years

Drowned in someone else's tears

Let me down now I'm hanging you out to dry

'Cause sometimes I don't know what to do

I'm scared to stand right in front of you

The way our pain subsides

Can't bear the stare of your teary eyes

I know you feel like it's hard to stay

In fact you may just wanna run away

Now all that I can really say is baby oh

Deep down you know, yeah

I have already tried to explain myself

It's not that I love someone else

But I can't bear to listen to you cry

Sick of all these wasted years

Drowned in someone else’s tears

You let me down now I'm hanging you out to dry

...already tried to explain myself

It's not that I love someone else

But I can't bear to listen to you cry

Sick of all these wasted years

I’m drowned in someone else’s tears

You let me down now I'm hanging you out to dry

Oh, no, no, Oh, no, no

You dry

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I wanna write something. Dunno what XDDD

Been putting Tú in a weight gain regime lately XDDD It's been fun. We're enjoying it much~ <3You know, since winter's coming and all that. We need to be warm and cosy for the cold coming soon and all that shit XDDD

Been sending mails everywhere too XDDD Lesse who hooks up :9

Music, songs, music, songs and music still. And arts. We all have severe mental diseases... But it's fine as long as they end up being productive XD

That is the case :BBB

I know where you live, btw XDDD

Bonus:

LOL. Found it when I was looking for Brian Molko's pics XDDD So accurate. I love Placebo...and I love its vocalist too :BBBB Way too much XDDD He's such a diva XDDD They released a new mini album yesterday~ <3