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Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts

Sunday, 30 June 2013

¡Fines de semana~! :DD

Últimamente me he enamorado mucho de mis fines de semana. Supongo que tiene que ver con que son los únicos días en que realmente hago cosas "productivas" o que veo a mis compañeritos del curso de doblaje (me pregunto si ya podré empezar a llamarlos "amigos". Confieso que les estoy tomando mucho cariño u.u) y ellos me suben mucho el ánimo. Ayer terminamos con el capítulo que dejamos pendiente la semana pasada (uno de Las tres mellizas) y platicamos al respecto. Fue maravilloso porque hicimos un capítulo de media hora en dos clases (lo cual es considerable si nos ponemos a pensar que, de la serie anterior, sólo avanzamos cinco minutos por clase...inche F ¬3¬). La verdad es que, cuando estaba frente al atril, me gustaba mi trabajo...pero cuando lo escuché al final me dí cuenta de que realmente me hace falta más .__. Aaaaaunque...ya me tardo menos en poner lo que tengo que poner XD


Y bueno, tuvimos la oportunidad de hacer voces distintas, entre las niñas (las trillizas), la Bruja Aburrida y Zeila, la gacela (que terminó siendo una reina)... Me divertí mucho haciendo a la bruja. Mis amigos (sí, acabo de decidir que ya lo son) me dicen que me quedaba muy chida. Cuando me escuché grabada ya no me gustó tanto, he de confesar. Con las niñas fue, más que nada, una cuestión de agudizar y endulzar la voz y no me quedaron tan mal. Pero la de Zeila me quedó bonita... Y eso que pensé que no me quedaría bien una voz de princesa o algo así XD

Terminamos la clase y salimos a platicar y shalalá. En eso estaba cuando mi profe salió y me dijo: 

—¿Qué haces afuera, Sneaky? ¡Órale, a trabajar! 

Yo lo miré y le pregunté: 

—¿Qué? ¿Yo? ¿En serio?

—¡Sí! Me hacen falta chicas. ¡Órale! ¡Para adentro!

Me metí a la cabina de nueva cuenta y me encontré con que me tocó el mismo personaje con el que apoyé la vez pasada en máster: una muchacha toda sensualota y mamona .___. Como en cada escena a grabar, primero vemos de qué trata y luego metemos el diálogo. Vi la primera escena... Estuvo leve. Sólo un filtro y una amenaza por teléfono a otra muchacha. Cuando vi la siguiente escena...no pude evitar pensar que se trataba de una película porno de bajo presupuesto por la baja calidad de la imagen. Cuando terminó la escena, mi profesor dijo: 

—Como puedes darte cuenta, en la clase de la mañana tenemos material apto para todo público. En la clase de la tarde, tenemos material más subido de tono. Si pongo esto en la mañana, capaz que Va (*una de las chavas más chicas de mi grupo*) se me va de espaldas. 

La escena, me explico, era cachondeo lésbico y luego un trío, con un güe :D (Güel, shet) No estaba tan, tan, taaaan fuerte...no tanto, al menos, cuando sólo tienes que ver. Pero cuando tienes que meterle pujidos y gemidos y el resto de la cabina está lleno de puros hombres, bueno...la cosa cambia considerablemente .___.

Y pues...hice lo que pude intentando, en la manera de lo posible, no sentirme consciente de mí misma. A final de cuentas, pensé, es un trabajo y la cosa es que se vea que no me espantan cosas como estas, pero... >3> La verdad no creo que haya salido bien... ./////.

Yapartemetocóhacerloconunchicoquemellamalaatención >//3//>

A-ny-ways.  Fue la segunda y última escena que me pidieron hacer y salí de ahí corriendo :D Antes, el profe me dijo: "¿Estás bien? ¿O ya te quedaste traumada?"

Me reí, nerviosa, y no pude más que contestar:

—No, está bien. Chamba es chamba, señor. Así las cosas...así es el bisne.

Luego salí a platicar con mis amiguis y a reírme de eso...y de otras cosas...y a frustrar los intentos de Ve y de JL de romper su récord de tiempo besándose porque Ve no dejaba de reírse de lo que yo decía.

—Es que no me quiero perder de las Sneakyaventuras... —decía cada vez que dejaba a JL con la lengua al aire.

Fue entonces que me dijeron que debería escribir un libro con mis chocoaventuras y venderlo porque sería gracioso: "Sneakyaventuras, por Sneaky". Ve también dijo que, cuando yo muera (y, aclaró, espera que falte mucho para eso todavía), seguramente las universidades del mundo se disputarán la custodia de mi cerebro para saber qué demonios traigo dentro. Después, Cobito dijo que él se lo robaría antes de que eso pasara y se lo pondría encima del suyo para transferir mis habilidades (aúnmepreguntocuáles) a su cuerpo. 

No pude evitar reír e imaginarme a Cobito kun fangirleando por yaoi, por Johnlock, leyendo fanfics en la madrugada y saltando y dando vueltas por todos lados como suelo hacerlo. O recitando Hamlet frente a Bellas Artes como hice yo la otra semana. Sería muy gracioso.

En fin, que fue un sábado muy divertido.

Y hoy fuimos a la Sala Nezahualcóyotl a escuchar a la OFUNAM. Y, no es por nada, pero la música en vivo es lo más hermoso y emocionante de este mundo. De verdad... Durante todo el concierto estuve perdida en los instrumentos, en las expresiones y gestos de los músicos, en la fuerza y la pasión del director y del pianista invitados. Mi favorito fue el Concierto para piano y orquesta en Fa de George Gershwin, el tercer movimiento. Dios mío... ¡Era jazz...combinado con música clásica! Alguna vez escuché que alguien dijo que una mezcla semejante no era posible porque ambos no se llevan. A lo mejor es una cuestión de gustos (a D no le gustó porque pensó que era muy caótico), pero esa pieza me convenció de que es posible mezclar ambos y emocionarse hasta el tuétano. En cuanto llegué a casa y encendí la computadora, busqué el concierto en internet. Lo escuché de nuevo: no se compara, para nada, con la intensidad de la versión en vivo y con la maestría y entrega del director invitado de hoy (Ronald Zollman) pero igual la dejaré por aquí :B


*suspiro* La verdad es que sí, estoy enamorada de esto (.-.) A veces me pregunto si realmente erré mi camino al escoger periodismo como carrera u.u No creo haber errado...pero supongo que jamás tuve el coraje suficiente para dedicarme de lleno al arte .___. Y, aunque sabía que amaba la música...amaba más escribir. Además, ¿quién iba a decir que realmente podía actuar? .___. ¡Desde la secundaria pensé que era una papa para ello! Y después no me preocupé en corroborar si era o no verdad porque actuar, presentarme frente a un público, nunca fue mi idea de "vida" XD

Como sea, de nuevo, estoy a disposición de la corriente XD A ver adónde vamos :D

Wednesday, 19 June 2013

Light lyric/ lyric sopranos...

...Or aspiration, motivation, push XD

My singing teacher told me: "Sneaky, your homework is to look for Kathleen Battle and listen to all the songs you can find sang by her". So I did and I found these:




And then she said: "Oh, look for Mirella Freni too!"  I did it and I found these:



The point of this was to find some kind of example for me to follow because my voice is supposed to be more or less like theirs (not exactly, of course. They are two of the best sopranos ever), meaning I could reach the some of their tunes and all that...obviously after being properly trained and so.

So yeah. Motivation... Obviously, I need to work harder orz

Sunday, 10 February 2013

So, you're finally gone...


Trolling dragon D:< Sorrow full (yeah, like this), sly, sadic dragon. But, most of all, a transforming one.

XDDD

Lesse what the serpent's got for us now. I just hope it's way better than the last long tailed, mytical animal that came here to remove everything from structure. Because it was just so...ridiculously tough ._____.

Well, not that mu--... No, yes. Tough and full of sadness, thoughts, regret, random and unexpected comebacks and somehow...loneliness...despair...confusion...but then not so much of it and it was just so...perfect and so full of all the people I needed there. And then I was thankful...and happy and felt something was somehow missing, but it made perfect sense because it was most certainly meant to be that way.

I knew it from the start. I'd be lying if I said I didn't. 

Well, it was as though everything just fitted into its rightful place in the end. But there's still lots to be done.

And lots of fabulous, beautiful, encouraging things happened. Or they shone their brightest and became a lot more important that they already were.

The dragon rewrote from scratch, I believe. I still need to make some removals...and change some more things. But let's do this thing right. I won't let anything scare me or stop me from doing all the things I want u.ú

This is the Guajiro Dreams Come True Year. And I'm gonna squeeze all the freaking juice out of it. Because I feel I have to. Because I feel I need to and I owe myself some sort of movement.

There are still some things lingering in the air and tension's still hard to cut through. It's a bubble growing larger and larger and larger and getting way too near to an innocent, passing-by needle. I'm scared... Pain scares me. I was so pained this year that I spent most of it sick in the toilet (ahaha...haha...ha >3>). But I so fecking need to get over that and stare straight onto the world's face because I'm so eating it this year.

I'm supposed to be a responsible adult now... And I don't really look much like one ^^; Or so I've been recently and insistently told u.u

I'm so glad this is over... But this new beginning also scares me lots XDDD As much as it makes me feel enthusiastic about it. Let's do this! The Game Is On! >w<9

Thank you, Trolling, Feckin' Dragon, for all the things you gifted me with and also for all the ones you took with you...and all the debris you left me with. I'm going to build something a lot better this time, I promise :') Or, at least, I'll try my best to do it u.u With all my might u.u9 Not only this Serpent Year, because I'd be asking way too much from myself XDD But as much as I can do...I will do. This year taught me so much about myself and the others that...I barely feel as the same person who started writing this blog about a year-and-so ago u.u

This end finished with lots of wonderful beginnings. I want them to continue...and become a reality of happiness and accomplishment in my life u.u It's up to me to do it u.u

Welcome, Serpent, Snake, whatever. I'm willing to take you on ¬3¬ XD

(This is the uncensored version of the same entry written in my dA journal XD)

Friday, 8 February 2013

And precisely as things get better...

...something has to happen to make them bad :D

Well, not bad, but kinda spoil them a tad bit.

So, I was all happy and stuff because of my jap class and because I kinda finally felt I was having a slight push of support from the Hawks...but there was this memory of a certain someone lingering in the air and I didn't like it.

It was awful because I knew what would happen. But I didn't want to be much of a paranoid and I wanted to give myself the chance to stop thinking...

But in the end I couldn't stop myself and it fecking happened.

I knew you were going to DM me or something yesterday. And you fecking did. It wasn't a long or meaningful conversation (actually, it was quite plain and dull ._____. So weird) because I didn't answer anything important and it wasn't recorded either because, as soon as we finished talking, I deleted all messages and e-mails Twitter sent to me. "I felt the need to know about you"... And then I came to the point where I asked myself whether I called you or you called me. I think it's the second. Because I really was coping with this quite fine...until someone (maybe you) started implanting memories of you and stuff inside my head .____. Fecking brainwaves.

I was so happy and you kinda crushed my happy illusion. Now I feel quite annoyed. Eff you. And eff stupid Valentine's Day vibes, because I think that's mostly why you thought that it'd prolly be a good idea to think of me and contact me. And I utterly dislike that ¬¬

Yeah, I'm pissed because I hate it when these kind of things happen. And also because I still can't forgive you ¬¬ And it hurts so badly still.

Funny thing was...I slept well at night. I say it was funny because, any other time, I wouldn't have been able to stop myself from circling that matter in my head and I most certainly wouldn't have been able to sleep at all. But I did ._____. So that means...maybe I'm right at thinking it wasn't me calling you but the other way around.

Anyways, I needed help to cope with this and there were Sherlock and Al.

It's funny how I always obsess madly over some things when I'm feeling down. I must take note of that in case I ever get a partner...because it's sane to be obsessed with things and series...but being obsessed with someone is a whole new deal and it can be harmful u.u (Or so I believe, Iwek). I found two more artists to follow because they draw Sherlock stuff...but not only because of that. I love their drawing styles because...they are so cool XDDD And that makes me think I do wanna learn how to draw and have my own style because I don't wanna be grieving on the fact that I can't draw decently anymore XDD So, that's another resolution for this month XD

In case you wanna check them out, here & here they are :3 

Also, I'm reading fanfiction and watching vids and I think that's making me feel better again XD

So, I'm leaving you with a vid I found on Dailymotion related to The Hobbit XDDD It's relevant because of reasons. You might as well see, because it is actually funny XD

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xvx1rt_marry-kill-f-k_creation#.URW61R1dNu4

I've been renewing my stupid love for YGOTAS...and here's one of my favs...because of reasons XDDD


That's the version fangirls wanted to watch... But it was deleted in the end... Still, it is quite funny XDDD "In that case, Marik, if we win this duel, let us make sweet hatred together. Just you and me. Hating each other. All. Night. Long." XDDDDD

Ehehehehe~

Oh, and today's Shinji's birthday, SID's guitar. Aki's was on Sunday, SID's bass. I love them both. SID'll be releasing a new single on April :3 I'm way too excited for that one! They did such a good job with M&W... I hope they keep it that way :3

Aaaaaand...tomorrow's Tom Hiddleston's birthday ;v; God bless his beautiful soul because he's so sweet and amazing and I love him much :3

Wednesday, 6 February 2013

Sneaky, your four and your Disney princess are showing...

I know I said I was updating last Friday... But nothing much happened until now XD

First, I must say I do enjoy my Japanese class. It's pretty amazing! °((>w<))° I thought I was going to be way behind all those who had taken first level last semester with that teacher...but I'm pretty much fine XD But I sometimes get the impression some of my classmates think I know way more than I actually do u.u

I'm really happy, tho :DD Even when I get something wrong, I don't feel bad and just feel the will to keep learning to be better at it :3 It's been long since I last felt this way towards something related to school u.u

Second, I'm taking singing classes. And I feel so happy~ <3 But my teacher told me my voice is absolutely light and sweetens as it goes higher...which, immediately, made me think of a Disney princess or something. And it was something like that, actually...because she gave me the score of Someday My Prince Will Come of Snow White and the Seven Dwarves. I feel animals will come to me as soon as I open my mouth and start singing XD

There's this high-pitched note I dunno if I'll be able to hold... .______. I'll also be singing some barroque operas :D I'm slightly scared :D But quite excited too! °((>w<))°

And third...I've declared this year'll be the Guajiro Dreams Year :DDD Where I'll be making them come true :DDD I'm gonna do my best about it :3

Anyway, that's all I had to say =w=

Bonus:



Can you please explain me how are you so damn attractive? >/////< Damn, mister! >''<

Yeah, that means I like him much already >//3//>

And this XDD


I have a mighty need for this thing now XDDD Kid!Loki with his Stark Phone XDDDD

Friday, 25 January 2013

The Game Is On

The game is so on right now. It's in times like these when you realise how much of an adult you're supposed to be already u.u

What I do know about that is this: I'm so not one and I don't think I'm ready to do whatever I am supposed to do or what's expected of me as an adult...but I'll surely do my best. And, since people say I'm good at acting, I'm going to act as though I know what I'm doing, as Neil Gaiman said, and I'll make good art of my life :)

In other news, yesterday was the first anniversary of my grandpa's death. There are moments when his memory seems to linger in the air. Last week I dreamt of him...and he was crying. But mum and my youngest brother say they dreamt of him too and he was nice and happy. I dunno. Maybe my unconscious is pushing my angst to conciousness and picturing it with him ^^;

Anyways, gonna do my best to keep up >w<9

Just thinking about my future again XD

Saturday, 19 January 2013

I never know anything .____.

It's midJan and I never even wished you a merry xmas ._____.

Merry Xmas and happy New Year! D: XD

I'm so bad at keeping blogs D: I sure am u.u Oh gee. I wanted to make a Sherlock and an OUAT review so badly...but I've been sorta tired. And I don't even know why .___. Maybe it's because I've been sorta depressed. And I don't even know why... Well, actually I do know why is that XDD

Last December I finished my college studies. I still need to write my thesis and I don't want to do it. Why? Because it takes way too much time and you usually are wrong in whatever you write and have to write it again. I hate that. But I also think that I should prolly have it done soon if I don't want to have that damn boulder on my back later on my life u.u

Why can't my school be as private universities here where you graduate just by sitting in their classrooms for four and a half years? This is so shitty u.ú (Here, public universities are said to be better than private ones u.u)

Also...I'm scared. Because writing a thesis is such a responsibility. And I don't think I'm ready to be responsible of whatever comes out of my head...and gets captured in paper sheets. I know I do feel responsible of my fanfics and the original stories I write and publish on my dA account...but it's not quite the same thing because this is formal and it's important in an academic level u.u I don't wanna screw it up. But I also don't want to make something big of it because I just want the damn paper that says I'm a college graduate =____=

And then comes my ego and tells me I should do something amazing...just to feel frustrated about not getting a honourable mention because of my crappy and mediocre school marks u.ú Mind you, it ain't because I'm stupid... Or maybe it is, because I wanted to learn even if it meant to have awful marks...and when I didn't learn a thing, I didn't even bother doing my best because the teacher and the subject didn't motivate me enough u.u

So, I think that, in short, I'm prolly scared of growing up but I don't wanna stick there for too long because I'm done already and I need to finish it right u.u

That's for one.

Then...ever since the world ended (for me it did...exactly two months before it was predicted to end), I've had this urge to leave everything I know behind me. Everything I was, everything I wanted to do...ALL of it. I've been trying hard to change. Of course it isn't easy. And I've also been trying to put an end to certain things I've been carrying on my back since High School. I've been changing my hair (now it is multicoloured XD), my dress style...even the way I walk. I'm not betraying myself, I'm just trying to polish the one I am in order to be who I am truly supposed to be and embrace that being. I'm trying to be fair and patient with myself and I'm trying to forgive myself for stupid things that I've done even though I knew I would hurt myself. It's hard. It's harder than I thought to reconcile with oneself. I always tend to expect so much of my person and I always end up disappointing me...but lately I've found I'm really able to do things I didn't know I could do and that makes me feel really positive and happy and even satisfied. But it's never good enough for me...and that's where I think I need to be more patient.

I finally ended something I was stuck with for about four, five years or something. And I felt great, because it had a happy ending. And that gave me a wonderful lesson about patience and love and calmness. I won't rush anything anymore. I won't rush myself to heal because that's not the answer or the way it is supposed to be. I think it's important to let time through and lick the wounds and heal the bruises because everything will fall into place when it has to. I'm way too impatient, I know. But I've to learn everything happens for a reason and I might have to find my way into this new world on my own...and then take care of this paused thing. And everything will be wonderful afterwards and it'll be a happy ending. Whatever happens. I'm sure of that :)

See? I'm depressed but I'm also quite positive about my immediate and far future XD *le sigh* =w=

In other news:

* My youngest brother's been quite supportive lately and I'm so thankful and happy for that.
* I'm finally taking japanese classes :9 I'll start in two weeks time :3
* I wanted to take russian too, but my school wouldn't let me ¬3¬
* I'm getting away from Twitter for three weeks or something more XD
* I've rediscovered my love for Kokia and I finally uploaded Karma's second chapter (almost a year after I posted the first one XD #fail). I should be planning the third one already .____. XD
* My acting teacher keeps telling me how much he enjoys my work and I'm happy about that :3 I just hope I can make a career outta that because I'd seriously love that. Dubbing,  I mean. Even singing.
* My mom's offering to pay my singing classes u.u So...I might just as well start with that this year, I dunno.
* The lady at Vocational Orientation at school told me my curriculum was quite nice and that she might have something for me to start my professional practices.
* I'm buying myself some new clothes to match my new coloured hair XDDD

Aaaaaand...I dunno what else ._____. But life's been quite nice this last week :3 I hope the whole year is like this ^^; Last was absolute crap .____. (Not all of it...but there were powerful things that took me off my centre and off balance ;^; I hope to fix that this year u.u)

No pic today because I dunno what to put here .____. XD Well, I do know but it's embarrassing, so no XD

Friday, 23 November 2012

And...this is about to end, I guess...

Et je me sens mieux...

Today is the last day of the semester :D School's official Twitter account already bid farewell to our generation. I sent my teacher the first two chapters of my graduation project last night and I had my last beloved MNM class. It was quite fun :D Although I was kinda tired and I kept yawning u.u

And then...

Tomorrow's my first acting exam. And I'm kinda...uneasy =A= Ha...haha...ha. I do know all my lines, but I still feel like that. I guess that's normal... My teacher told me it was good that I felt all nervous because that meant I was in the right place. I guess...that means you need to be over-sensitive for these kinda things .____.

But I don't really like to feel that bad D:

I say so because I was so nervous the first day I played Lidia (not when I read her part, but when I already knew she was mine) that, when I came back to the nest, my head hurt like hell, I threw up and I went to sleep at 7:30 pm... =______=

Next day I was quite alright .______. I just hope I can do a good job u.u They told us we'd have professional voice actors in the audience... *dies*

Also...

It's been two months already. Last Wednesday, actually. Ha...haha *sigh* I must say I feel a lot better. And I'm somehow impatient. But I don't wanna push things. I somehow feel it's not time... Not yet. Then, I start feeling anxious and feeling I need to talk to her again because...she might not like me anymore whenever I decide it is the right time to come back. But then I tell myself it might be that...my time's been over for eight months already...

And then Tú comes and hits my head... And tells me to mind my own business for now and that time will come if it ever has to. And if it doesn't, then it's also OK. We did our best as long as we were there and as much as we could and we need to follow the winds of change XDDD

Maybe he's right. I feel this mighty need of being my life's main character for once (yeah, I thought I was the secondary character and the only reason I was here was to help other people out. But lately, there's been  this impatience in Tú telling me I need to take this more seriously u.u)... I should be starting already.

...And she just faved the twit I retwited from my school .____. Hahaha... Ha >3>

And I can't write decently well anymore ;^; *creys manly tears of sorrow*

*sigh*

Bonus! :D


'Pool... Because he's awesome and I love him and he always makes me feel better even if his own life's horrible u.u :)

Wish me luck ;^; XD I should be sleeping already .______. XD

Tuesday, 6 November 2012

My world for a Paperman-like romance!

>O<9


Today I watched Wreck-It Ralph. I confess that, as many other persons, I didn't expect much of it. But I must say I was nicely impressed, although I do believe it isn't a children movie. All the references of old arcade games...well, I think only kids with older (but OLDER) brothers...or young parents or kids at heart will appreciate it and laugh at them u.u I say so because that's what happened today at the theatre. Karu and I were the only ones laughing and there were like...8 kids (they were like 10-11 years old) and they just weren't laughing as much as she and I did XDDD Also its music was great! I loved it much! >w<9 It was composed by Henry Jackman (also composed xmfc's soundtrack, btw :P). Ralph's such a sweetheart ;^; And his friendship with Vanellope's warms my heart in this cold weather =w= XDDD

Also, I loved Calhoun and Felix~ <3 <3 <3 <3 Calhoun's hoooooot and such a badass :BBBB

And PAPERMAN! OMG! PAPERMAN!! I want a romance like that, pretty please? °((>w<))° XDDD Its animation, its music, its story... Superb, really. Fecking Disney, mate >''<



I also loved the dubbing u.u Although... I'm still not very much satisfied with María Antonieta de las Nieves... I do know she was a dubber when she was younger and all. And I even stood up for her when Karu's friends said she was only star-talent. But now that I listened to her in that role...I think you can tell her voice didn't really suit Vanellope that well u.u It felt forced...and somehow rough u.u I do respect her work...but...geee... I really do think she wasn't the best option u.u I had to eat my words this time u.u

As for the others... Shame on me. I just needed like...two words...two effing words and I could tell who they were XDDDD I'm ill, prolly XDDD But I love it!! I feel so happy when I can tell who they are :BBB

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That aside, I've been feeling a lot better. Sometimes, I get a little bit depressed, but I stand up again because I've not much time to lose now >3> End of semester's near...and I still haven't done anything of my thesis work... Although I've read some stuff already XDDD

Problem's I need to write it and I don't feel like thinking much XDDDD

I'll start writing tomorrow u.u I'm kinda tired today XDDD

Bonus :DDDD


By Onac911@tumblr

Makes me laugh XDD

And extra bonus, also by her:



Stoopid. But made me laugh way too much XDDD

Monday, 29 October 2012

This was it :)

I'm uncontrollably excited XDDD

I finally told her what I felt... And she apologised and she explained... Not that she actually had to. But she told me nice things and that lifted that damn heavy weight from my back and my heart and all ;^; I'm so happy. I think I haven't felt like this ever since last year *creys*

So, let's keep this thing up! I'm happy, happy and uncontrollably excited. Things are getting better and I have to keep that up, no matter how hard it seems!

My acting teacher told me he thinks I'm good at acting. I don't think so myself, but it's good to know people like whatever silly things I come up with. He's not the only one. Friends there have told me the same. I dunno...

I'm gonna miss them when they leave for next module ;^; I'm gonna stay with my younger classmates...and I dunno if I am excited because of that.

I need to start, seriously, with that thesis now >3> Time's almost up! TOT

Mah, we'll sort it out somehow :BBB

Bonus! :DDD















Because it's funny. And I loved that hand XDDD

Monday, 17 September 2012

I dunno what to think lately XDDD

* My Acting teacher asked me whether I wanted to join his professional acting group XDDD

* My SS coordinator told me that, in the four years she's been in charge of that office, she had never been given an absolutely, perfectly spelled report and she congratulated me because of that.

I dunno what to think because...

* I've only been in that acting class for three days XDDD I think he only told me that because he somehow likes me and feels comfy with me... I'm quoting XDDD I like him. He's a nice person, but I ...dunno XD And maybe he told me so because he was drunk at the moment XDDD

* But my boss told me I should stop asking myself too much and go with the flow, because he must've told me that for a reason. Not only because he likes me...or was drunk XD

As for the second question...

* I dunno whether I should feel honoured...or feel sorry for all the people that have been through that place...before me XDDD

Lala~ C'est la vie, c'est la vie~ :3

Random stuff:

I opened a birthday gift today. Not yours, Kuro. Of course not. I'm being able to restrain myself from doing that! >w<9 Nope. It was Karu's :3

Here:


The Neverending Story by Michael Ende :3 It's special because it's her favourite book. Well, not this edition XDDD But you know, the story and all and the edition she bought :3 And it's as though she's given me a little part of herself to have with me for life XD

That's all I wanted to say for now XDD :3

Thursday, 10 May 2012

Take A Chance On Me~ :D XD

♫ If you change your mind,
I'm the first in line.
Honey, I'm still free:
Take a chance on me.

If you need me, let me know: 
I'm gonna be around.
If you've got no place to go,
if you're feeling down~♪

I finally could sing that song freely :) I didn't feel upset anymore.

That's a progress, a nice change. Of course I've thought about her. Not as much as I did last year. But it's nice to be able to leave misunderstandings behind :) It'd be nice if I could see her and say the same XD But I think I still need to work on that. Am not ready yet u.u


Anyway, I sang it because I told Karl that Sher (that's how we call that guy we like) did go out with some girls of our generation and that another friend of ours was thinking on asking him to go to the movies with her. Then Karl told me to ask him to the movies myself. I just laughed and that's when I started singing XD

♫ If you're all alone
when the pretty birds have flown
Honey, I'm still free:
Take a chance on me.

Gonna do my very best
and it ain't no lie.
If you put me to the test, 
if you let me try.

Take a chance on me~♪

Of course, no Me in her right state of mind (which is usually devious) would do anything of the sort. So, after I sang, I kindly (and that's weird, coming from me XD) refused to even think about it. And Karl told me: "I'm asking you to do it in order to live that experience through you!" I laughed again and shook my head.

Yeah, I will never do anything like that until I've successfully gotten over him... Which may be in about two or three years =w=b

I might post something relating my Monday Avengers experience :D But I only might, since finals are right around the corner...and tomorrow's Mother's Day, so... XDDD

No pics today, coz I've none to share relating this now u.u XD

Friday, 27 January 2012

Loooong, yet short.

That's how this week's been D: I did lots of things and yet I felt I didn't do much D: Full of contrasts? Yep, indeed. And next week, I'll be back to school already D: How's that for a fast return?

Very fast >''<

So...on Monday I did go to Chinatown. It was quite nice...except for the fact that a woman pulled a pair of crackers right beside me, so...I think I'm half deaf D: And I ate a pair of BBQed pork meat manjuu and it was delicious because it was warm...and nice -w-

Sorry for the lame pic >''< XD

Then...on Tuesday lots of things happened. I watched this film, La otra familia. And I also watched Sucker Punch's special features. I drew and then watched a pair of Code Geass's chappies... And then...well, my grandpa. So, I cried. And then spent most of the night chatting with friends and looking for more McFassy on tumblr so I stopped feeling bad and started laughing again ^^;

On Wednesday, I went to my grandma's. But before that, I cried all I could at home, because I was supposed to try and cheer her up u.u And so we did...my bro and I, I mean. And there we found my male and female cousins. And we laughed lots and talked and all. We managed to get my grandma something to eat and all.

As we came back home, I cried again XDDD Am such a crybaby indeed >>

On Thursday, I went back to my grandma's with my mom. And, as we were there, the postcard Ju sent me for Xmas (yeah, I know WTF?! XD) finally arrived :3 I was quite happy because of that ^^ 

Hahaha, sorry XD Addresses XD

Then I went to the dentist and they finally took the upper brackets away from my teeth :D I felt they were gonna fall, tho >> I watched xmfc again >> Aaaand...I spent the whole night with McFassy, my Enric and watching YGOTAS u.u

And today, I went to the dentist again. I finally gave my school tutor the report I had to give her (relating my academic progress and all that >>). And that was pretty much all u.u And now I have a sparkly blue teeth retainer... And it makes my teeth ache >''<

And I still can't get over McFassy orz

I have to stop fangirling before coming back to school. Otherwise, I might prolly sneak out classes trying to look for school's WiFi and all in order to keep staring at them >> I've got pics of them in Enric, tho~ :D

And there are some pics where James kinda reminds me of someone I don't want to. But I can't stop staring at him >''< And all those videos...GAWD!

Again, it's all Kuro's faaaaaaault!! °((>''<))° T^T XD

And I should be polishing Karma's first chapter because I planned to post it tomorrow...before classes start... >> Oh, look! I have to write my schedule to know where I'm havin my classes >> *runs away*

Tuesday, 17 January 2012

Victoire!


So, I just registered all the classes I'm taking next semester at school. Haha. Well, not all of them. Because stupid know-it-alls took all the places left. I hate them so much T^T

Anyways, I'm still poking school's system in case someone decides to leave and take another subject... Which I doubt because no one in their right mind would be stupid enough to leave that professor once they have him >> Aaaand if that doesn't work, then I'll have to go...and...ask him...whether I can...>///>

So, yeah u///ú

I hope this semester's good fun. I'm sharing most of my clases with people I like :D So, I think I'm gonna enjoy their company at least :D And classes sound nice: Edition of Original Works, Publishing Design, Specialized Journalism II and Thesis Projects...or something like that XD The one I wanted to take and couldn't register is Cinema Sociology...again, something like that XD

The building in the pic up there's my school library, btw. If you wondered XD Lalalala~

Love y'all :D

>Rin~

Saturday, 14 January 2012

Welcome to my corner~ :3



I ain't good at writing blogs. Yeah, that's a warning XD My life is as interesting as watching dust particles suspended midair (I liked doing that when I was younger, tho XD). And I'm as constant as air itself, now I come to think about it. But I still wanted to make one. Dunno why, don't ask XD Um... Also, I think I tend to be pretty serious whenever I write anything D: That's why I suck at writing humor, but I can still try ^^;

I think I should start by introducing myself :3 No name's required here, so you may call me Rincón or Rin-kun if you wanna. I'm as old as you think I am and I live in the farthest corner of Wherever-I-Am-ville XD If that's not ambiguous enough, I can say English isn't my mother language, but I try hard to use it because I'm sure the only person checking this will be the one who inspired me to write it in the first place XD But you might find out where I'm from if this isn't my last post XD I might even write in my mother language once in a while, but I dunno yet ^^;

I love my family, writing, peculiar words, drawing, music, SID, funny sounds, singing, handsome voices, dubbers, seiyuus, few anime and manga stuff, fangirling, editing my own work compulsively, watching few films, reading my friends' stuff, chatting with them and making them laugh. I love languages as well, but am way too poor to be able to learn them. Yeah, poor XD Have no money and no real time to learn as many as I'd like to u.u

Am also way too lazy and I'm not really sure what's my purpose in life but, as Katy Monster says: "Who does really?" I'm also terribly stubborn, to the point of making people around me go nuts. I love to make new friends, but am a bit too shy and I ain't a good friend ^^;

Oh, I'm also a Gay Fan. So...yeah.

I still dunno what I'm gonna write about here. But I bet it'll be related to school and friends and random things I find interesting or worth fangirling for ^^; I'd also like to post pics always...but we'll see ^^;

I think that's pretty much all now :D

Hope to see you around ^^;

>Rin