Hang on! Though we try...it's gone~ ♪

♪I hold an image of the ashtray girl

Of cigarette burns on my chest

I wrote a poem that described her world

And put our friendship to the test

And late at night

Whilst on all fours

She used to watch me kiss the floor

What's wrong with this picture?

What's wrong with this picture?

Farewell the ashtray girl

Forbidden snowflake

Beware this troubled world

Watch out for earthquakes

Goodbye to open sores

To broken semaphore

You know we miss her

We miss her picture

Sometimes it's fated

(We) Disintegrated it

For fear of growing old

Sometimes it's fated

(We) Assassinated it

For fear of growing old

Farewell the ashtray girl

Angelic fruitcake

Beware this troubled world

Control your intake

Goodbye to open sores

Goodbye and furthermore

You know we miss her

We miss her picture

Sometimes it's fated

(We) Disintegrated it

For fear of growing old

Sometimes it's fated

(We) Assassinated it

For fear of growing old

Hang on

Though we try

It's gone

Hang on

Though we try

It's gone

Sometimes it's fated

(We) Disintegrated it

For fear of growing old

Sometimes it's fated

(We) Assassinated it

For fear of growing old

Can't stop growing old...♪

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Present, past... People leave... Some stay. Very, very few.

Past, present. People come back... Some leave. A whole bunch of them.

I've been talking to a high-school friend. I thought we wouldn't have much to say to each other. It's been  about two years since we last saw each other. Surprisingly, even now, we're still laughing together and making plans. It ain't awkward, it ain't uncomfortable. It's very nice, actually. She was one of my dearest high-school friends and I always thought I loved her a lot more than she could've loved me because she never was warm enough...and she used to say she didn't like me being so...freaking huggy-dubby and stuff. So, I stopped doing that with her XD

Then, when we were on 6th grade, she told me half her heart belonged to me XD I laughed so much when she told me so, but it was sweet. I enjoyed being with her because we always talked lots and laughed... Even when we were talking about problems...we always laughed at them and were very keen on thinking everything positively. We also listened to music and drew and sang together and played and ran and laughed a little more like silly little girls when we were like...15 or something... I loved being with her. I always stayed till late at school in order to keep talking with her... I even took her bus home in order to continue...

I think I've never really done that with anyone else. She was an exception XD

*sigh* Now we're planning a podcast to laugh at our silly stuff. We used to record some of our conversations with my mobile phone and then laugh at them when we listened to them again. It was great.

It's nice to know we can still talk. I was scared we wouldn't be able to anymore. That's my biggest fear when it comes to friends because I absolutely love to talk and laugh and say stupid things XD

Anyways: This picture! That one's up there because I once made her recite the first part of it to me XDDD And she did! And also because this and another Placebo song (which I won't mention here because its name's embarrassing X///DDD) remind me very, very, very much of her =w=

She brain-washed me into them in the first place, anyways =w=

Well, not really, I already liked their music, but then stuff came and I forgot about them until she kindly presented them to me again and made me watch all the vids she had of them and lent me her CDs and all =w= In. A. Day. Just one. Yep XDDDD

It was fun tho. And they're good =w= I still love 'em XD

Madam Molko up there too, btw... Well, Mr Molko, more like XP